Sometimes I think I am crazy. Am I too enthusiastic, too keen; too eager to explore, too curious? Do I ask too many questions? Seek too many answers? Am I crazy for embracing change and discovering the new and unexplored? Or re discovering something lost or forgotten?
Sometimes I think I am crazy. Am I spending too much time following interesting blogs, viewing amazing images from instagram friends around the world who willingly share another path? For trialling, refining and reflecting? For having a go? Am I crazy for genuinely loving learning. Loving continuing to learn? Am I crazy for dwelling upon things that have been or could be? For sparking an interest or concern in anothers work or thoughts? For connecting and interacting with others around the globe? Is it crazy to cherish these interactions which enrich my learning and passions?
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For thinking change is actually grand; exciting, mysterious, challenging. For hoping for “better” and “beyond”. For not caring if I get it wrong or fail. For the pure wanting to improve and develop. Sometimes I think this thinking is crazy. Thinking about thinking….
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For being so excitable. For wanting to excel. To believe in people. To love what they do. What they can share. What they can bring. To let go of old ideas and come up with new ones. For ignoring barriers and seeing the sky. For believing in belief. For wanting the best for others... and myself. For the want of action. To show. To celebrate. To be valued.
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For itching to just start. To help others. To NOT resist change and have this crazy love for change. This crazy love for learning. This crazy love for wanting to help others. To help develop resilience skills and a positive mindset. This crazy love for wanting time to just be and reflect and not be so rushed or stretched. This crazy need to want to do better. To be better. Yet still, this crazy love of change; just there, nudging and pulling. Leading me to satisfy the want of what it is to educate. To help. To support. To inspire. To provide an environment for others to extend their own learning, skills and knowledge. To perhaps one day, open their eyes to see this crazy love for change.