Sometimes I think I am crazy. Am I too enthusiastic, too keen; too eager to
explore, too curious? Do I ask too many
questions? Seek too many answers? Am I crazy for embracing change and
discovering the new and unexplored? Or re discovering something lost or
forgotten?
Sometimes I think I am crazy. Am I spending too much time following
interesting blogs, viewing amazing images from instagram friends around the
world who willingly share another path? For trialling, refining and reflecting? For having a go? Am I crazy for genuinely loving learning. Loving continuing to
learn? Am I crazy for dwelling upon
things that have been or could be? For sparking an interest or concern in
anothers work or thoughts? For connecting and interacting with others around
the globe? Is it crazy to cherish these
interactions which enrich my learning and passions?
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For thinking
change is actually grand; exciting, mysterious, challenging. For hoping for
“better” and “beyond”. For not caring if I get it wrong or fail. For the pure
wanting to improve and develop. Sometimes I think this thinking is crazy.
Thinking about thinking….
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For being so
excitable. For wanting to excel. To believe in people. To love what they do.
What they can share. What they can bring.
To let go of old ideas and come up with new ones. For ignoring barriers
and seeing the sky. For believing in belief.
For wanting the best for others... and myself. For the want of action. To show. To celebrate. To be valued.
Sometimes I think I am crazy. For itching
to just start. To help others. To NOT resist change and have this crazy love
for change. This crazy love for learning. This crazy love for wanting to help
others. To help develop resilience skills and a positive mindset. This crazy love for
wanting time to just be and reflect and not be so rushed or stretched. This crazy need to want to do better. To be better. Yet
still, this crazy love of change; just there, nudging and pulling. Leading me
to satisfy the want of what it is to educate. To help. To support. To inspire.
To provide an environment for others to extend their own learning, skills and knowledge.
To perhaps one day, open their eyes to
see this crazy love for change.

